I wonder, even though it’s been a year since I’ve been a student, when late August/September will no longer smell like a new start. I guess since I am moving back to Philly from my childhood home, I’m beginning a new chapter. (Around this time, I would also have started medical school if I had gotten in. That dream still hangs around like a ghost).
I feared that taking another gap year would feel too much like being stuck in last year, while other people go on to new and better things. I’m trying to remind myself that this year is already different from last year in a lot of ways, and I’ll feel more confident trying novel things.
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